cant myspace this
GAH..i just wish he would have a mysapce, or access to mine, bc then i can't rant and rave about shit bc he reads it all. It is nice to have one of these that he doesnt read. sometimes he just pisses me off!!! GOSH STUPID GUYS!!! Well i'll post atleast this much in myspace. I truly dont understand where my love life is going right now. i seem so alone, and i am tired of watching everyone else be happy with thier signifigant others. when is it my turn to be happy? i guess i am to particular about my choices, i could have had a bf aong time ago..but i am not just looking for a fling, i am loking for someone i can spend hopefully the rest of my life with, is that to much to ask of?? I guess so. i didnt think i had really high standards...no affence to anyone...It is just that i dont want to be used or hurt again. like has happend so much recently...gah guys are crazy, but i think women are more crazy.