More Things to Worry About
i guess things worked out the way they where went to...even though they didnt work out the way i hoped..we are just freinds now...n i didnt want it like that, but it isnt up to me.
i tried to hold everything all in yesterday and it built up and built up! and i exploded. i just laid down n cried for like 30 min. just about everything, not even about him, bc at the time he had just appologized for being mean to me, i thought everything was ok with us there (but i was wrong). i guess just the thought of everything i have seem and endured the past couple months just all fell at once on my shoulders. Last night and this morning i am really not feeling like me. i feel sick and unwanted, even though it might not be the case...
i tried to hold everything all in yesterday and it built up and built up! and i exploded. i just laid down n cried for like 30 min. just about everything, not even about him, bc at the time he had just appologized for being mean to me, i thought everything was ok with us there (but i was wrong). i guess just the thought of everything i have seem and endured the past couple months just all fell at once on my shoulders. Last night and this morning i am really not feeling like me. i feel sick and unwanted, even though it might not be the case...