Jan 06, 2005 15:02
Its the time of year when everyone who is single knows they are single.
Its the time of year when you realize and analize every last piece and dark corner of your life.
Its the time of year when we all say we are going to change the things we do not like about ourselves and about our lives, but give up shortly after we realize that not all tasks are simple.
Its the time of year when I really could care-a-less what you or you or anyone else thinks about me... oh wait, thats all year long for me. Im not looking for acceptance or populairity... love me hate me... really its all the same. Just as long as if you are a part of my life you dont fuck me over or abuse my kindness.
Its the time of year when the weather is cold and 90% of my hobbies get put on hold till the sun warms the earth. Its the time of year I read a lot, hide a lot, think too much. And anyone who has ever thought too much knows just how deadly it can be. I guess I've been lost in my head lately. Lost in the crowd of people off in some corner... watching you judge me and laughing all the while.
Its the time of year to start a revolution. Be who you want to be not who everyone else wants you to be... then fucking stick to it. And if you are a waste of human life, your revolutionary act should be suicide, or reckless behavior that leads to your death. We have to value our resources.
Its the time of year where I get told off, and I tell you off... but in a few months we will all be over it... or we just wont see one another anymore. But in any case I am sure its all for the better.
Its the time of year to be me, an autocratic being, a subtle piece of nothing, a rebel of everything, an intellect for the useless, a king in a world of idiots... and the one person you can always depend on to tell you how it is... no matter how much you want for everyone to lie to you.