Its Really Hard To Hold Your Head Up
When people are shitting on you.
No this is not a new PSA. I know Im falling behind on those and really need to play catch up. This blog is just one for me to vent.
"i can't believe you'd shit on me to get ahead. but then again i do." - Shit On Me by Rehab.
Rehab couldnt have said it better. This blog is probably going to end up pissing people off. And I honestly dont care. This all is going to be hard for me to write. Since I dont share my feelings that much ever. But here goes nothing.
As most of you know last month I lost my house to a tornado. It destroyed everything and left me with the clothes I had on my back. Now what most of you dont know is that Rella's parents signed up for fema and put Rellas, her cousin, and me on the application. At the time there was nothing wrong with it. Well when they went out to meet the adjuster he said that we all have to fill out our own application. No problem. Well I filled it out and a few days later I got a call to meet the adjuster. Well thats fine. Meet him and he did his thing. He didnt expect to see what he saw but yeah. That next friday her parents got there money. And it wasnt until that Wednesday that we found out that we got denied because her parents already got paid. Well at this point Im pissed. And well still am. We were going to apply for an appiel but there is no point since I wasnt in a rental contract with her step dad. And since I didnt have any kinda of recipts I got fucked over bad. Now you would think since we got fucked over something would have happened. Well it didnt and its not. There is a few other things that really are pissing me off enough to leave everyone and everything behind but I wont say them because of reasons. Lets just say this. Im leaving and cutting ties. Im not going to see any kind of help. And if I get asked for money again I am going to snap. Just take it from my fema cut.
And PS dont bother asking me anything about this blog. Ill ignore you.
I just dont want to do it anymore. You said it was for us to. But I guess thats hot air. Dont ask me for anything. Im just so hurt by all this. I guess im finally breaking down from all this. Im just so tired of getting fucked over and thats whats happening. Some benifit. No one even knew me. So fuck them all. I guess I wasnt important enough to even make the paper. Not like I lost everything even my car that I was saleling. I lost out on there to. Im just hurt pretty bad. again dont bother asking me about this.. Im not going to say a thing about it.
No this is not a new PSA. I know Im falling behind on those and really need to play catch up. This blog is just one for me to vent.
"i can't believe you'd shit on me to get ahead. but then again i do." - Shit On Me by Rehab.
Rehab couldnt have said it better. This blog is probably going to end up pissing people off. And I honestly dont care. This all is going to be hard for me to write. Since I dont share my feelings that much ever. But here goes nothing.
As most of you know last month I lost my house to a tornado. It destroyed everything and left me with the clothes I had on my back. Now what most of you dont know is that Rella's parents signed up for fema and put Rellas, her cousin, and me on the application. At the time there was nothing wrong with it. Well when they went out to meet the adjuster he said that we all have to fill out our own application. No problem. Well I filled it out and a few days later I got a call to meet the adjuster. Well thats fine. Meet him and he did his thing. He didnt expect to see what he saw but yeah. That next friday her parents got there money. And it wasnt until that Wednesday that we found out that we got denied because her parents already got paid. Well at this point Im pissed. And well still am. We were going to apply for an appiel but there is no point since I wasnt in a rental contract with her step dad. And since I didnt have any kinda of recipts I got fucked over bad. Now you would think since we got fucked over something would have happened. Well it didnt and its not. There is a few other things that really are pissing me off enough to leave everyone and everything behind but I wont say them because of reasons. Lets just say this. Im leaving and cutting ties. Im not going to see any kind of help. And if I get asked for money again I am going to snap. Just take it from my fema cut.
And PS dont bother asking me anything about this blog. Ill ignore you.
I just dont want to do it anymore. You said it was for us to. But I guess thats hot air. Dont ask me for anything. Im just so hurt by all this. I guess im finally breaking down from all this. Im just so tired of getting fucked over and thats whats happening. Some benifit. No one even knew me. So fuck them all. I guess I wasnt important enough to even make the paper. Not like I lost everything even my car that I was saleling. I lost out on there to. Im just hurt pretty bad. again dont bother asking me about this.. Im not going to say a thing about it.