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Well it has been a very long time since my last entry but I figured now would be a good time to update.
I've been in Florida for the past 6 days and it has been beautiful here. Gorgeous weather, sun out all the time, and the beaches are so pretty. Sometimes I think it's a little too nice here, but that's okay. I'm having fun although my eye appointment didn't go exactly how I wish it would have. I can't get my eye surgery....ever. I'm gonna be stuck this way forever and the doctor told me that I will never drive but I've "adjusted so well that it'll be no problem for me to work around things". I dunno, I'm pretty worried about it but I guess that happens. We pretty much decided my future in one day. I can't go to Macomb and commute because I won't be able to drive there so I HAVE togo away to college and stay there. It's not a big deal, I would've just liked an option or something. But not driving also means I'm going to have to live right by a psychology clinic, because no matter what I am going to be a psychologist. At least everyone else is starting to drive now... It kind of sucks to watch everyone else enjoy having their lisence now but that's okay. I'm glad they're all happy. =) As for me, I'll "adjust".
So Holly's party was Saturday and I really wish I could've been there. I heard it was a lot of fun, except for the pain being caused by glow sticks. I'm glad everyone had a good time. Happy Belated Birthday Holly. I really wanted to come, but Miami calls. I'm glad you had a really good time.
Me and John have been together for three months as of yesterday and I couldn't be happier. I care about him so much and truly, I do love him. I'm just really happy that we finally figured everything out and it didn't end up like the last two times. We'll take things as they come and I guess we shoudn't worry bout the stupid little stuff at all. That messed us up way too much in the past.
I've only talked to John like twice since I've been here, Courtney once because of dance, Meagan once...and I believe that's all? Gah, I miss everyone. Well not everyone, but a lot of people. Emily and Tiffany especailly. They're my dawgs. Yeah, black. Fo sho. ...BITCH. The point is I miss them and we're gonna parfy it up as soon as I get home. A'ight?
Okay tha's enough now. I'm done.
Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years
Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it
Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky
Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it
Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind (Ha...)
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine
Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here
I've been in Florida for the past 6 days and it has been beautiful here. Gorgeous weather, sun out all the time, and the beaches are so pretty. Sometimes I think it's a little too nice here, but that's okay. I'm having fun although my eye appointment didn't go exactly how I wish it would have. I can't get my eye surgery....ever. I'm gonna be stuck this way forever and the doctor told me that I will never drive but I've "adjusted so well that it'll be no problem for me to work around things". I dunno, I'm pretty worried about it but I guess that happens. We pretty much decided my future in one day. I can't go to Macomb and commute because I won't be able to drive there so I HAVE togo away to college and stay there. It's not a big deal, I would've just liked an option or something. But not driving also means I'm going to have to live right by a psychology clinic, because no matter what I am going to be a psychologist. At least everyone else is starting to drive now... It kind of sucks to watch everyone else enjoy having their lisence now but that's okay. I'm glad they're all happy. =) As for me, I'll "adjust".
So Holly's party was Saturday and I really wish I could've been there. I heard it was a lot of fun, except for the pain being caused by glow sticks. I'm glad everyone had a good time. Happy Belated Birthday Holly. I really wanted to come, but Miami calls. I'm glad you had a really good time.
Me and John have been together for three months as of yesterday and I couldn't be happier. I care about him so much and truly, I do love him. I'm just really happy that we finally figured everything out and it didn't end up like the last two times. We'll take things as they come and I guess we shoudn't worry bout the stupid little stuff at all. That messed us up way too much in the past.
I've only talked to John like twice since I've been here, Courtney once because of dance, Meagan once...and I believe that's all? Gah, I miss everyone. Well not everyone, but a lot of people. Emily and Tiffany especailly. They're my dawgs. Yeah, black. Fo sho. ...BITCH. The point is I miss them and we're gonna parfy it up as soon as I get home. A'ight?
Okay tha's enough now. I'm done.
Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years
Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it
Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky
Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it
Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind (Ha...)
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine
Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here