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So yea. My life has gotten incredibly confusing and insane lately. I really don't know what to do. The randomness and uncertainty and awkwardness is making me feel like this --> @_@
I'm stressing out way too much. It's in my nature to do so...but still. I gotta start picking things off one by one and dealing with them. Dealing with people is hard. Sometimes I wish that I could just be a hermit. But then again, that wouldn't be any fun either. I just want to be blunt but I can't. Bleh. *frustrating*
I think I picked a major...a double major maybe? I dunno but at least I have something figured out.
This triathalon thing is hard lol! Whatever. I actually kind of like it because it is the one time of day that I don't think. All I concentrate on is my breathing...or my lack thereof. ^_^;;
We're learning about Musique Concrete in my techno class. It's this type of music that is lots of random noises cut and pasted together sort of like a collage. That's what my brain is like, this big jumbled mess of crap that only I can follow. It's so weird. I change topics so fast in my brain. While I'm talking about one thing, my brain is already on the next. I used to really focus on maintaining a topic. Now I just don't give a crap. I say whatever comes to my mind. Has my attention span really diminished that much? Or have I always been this way? It wears me out lol! Maybe that's why I sleep so much...
Good Night.
I'm stressing out way too much. It's in my nature to do so...but still. I gotta start picking things off one by one and dealing with them. Dealing with people is hard. Sometimes I wish that I could just be a hermit. But then again, that wouldn't be any fun either. I just want to be blunt but I can't. Bleh. *frustrating*
I think I picked a major...a double major maybe? I dunno but at least I have something figured out.
This triathalon thing is hard lol! Whatever. I actually kind of like it because it is the one time of day that I don't think. All I concentrate on is my breathing...or my lack thereof. ^_^;;
We're learning about Musique Concrete in my techno class. It's this type of music that is lots of random noises cut and pasted together sort of like a collage. That's what my brain is like, this big jumbled mess of crap that only I can follow. It's so weird. I change topics so fast in my brain. While I'm talking about one thing, my brain is already on the next. I used to really focus on maintaining a topic. Now I just don't give a crap. I say whatever comes to my mind. Has my attention span really diminished that much? Or have I always been this way? It wears me out lol! Maybe that's why I sleep so much...
Good Night.