tough, tough, tough
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OYNLiD4zSA. i dont know why i watched the new season of xf again. in the middle of prelims lol but this one made me think...the small little decisions that you make in your life has such heavy impacts in the long run. maybe he thought, just one, he'll just take drugs once, but things go a long way. one day, not too long down the road, i think i will regret my choices in life. but of course, why should i think about regretting before anything? i think. maybe because i already have. evident over the past week, but i never learn, i never do. i hope he's well, and dont fall into a relapse. it sticks hard, really hard, and it takes a lot of mental strength to get out of shitholes, fucking nonsensical rock bottoms in life. your mind must be strong, but his has taken a lot of beating from the years.
lau was right, my mind is weak, very weak, no strength at all in fact....