Aug 17, 2012 21:55
its only been 3 weeks. there was no post about this... so lemme have one here, so that one day i can look back and reminiscence.
(and its been less than 10 weeks since that) i sure like to jump the gun.
it wasnt spectacular, it wasnt good. in fact it was really downright terrible. it was totally a nightmare come true.
i guess its more like the (few) friendships we built, and the hard work we've put in. no doubt the monday after that i was in a fxcking terrible mood, further catalysed by a torrential flow of emotions. confused and dazed. but then i remembered that thought of who else... who else?
undoubtedly a wasted chance.
now i have to go write my cca testimonial with a heavy heart. the one i left out in my pq writeup.