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[lifeorlikeit]

oh my fucking... arg

what the fucking hell is wrong with me?

im never happy with ANYTHING

i need a goddamn smoke.

i dont understand! can you help me please?
i dont know why everyone can be so happy!
i dont know why i cant be!

what did i do?
what did i do to deserve this?

take this pain away.
i want it to fade away...