Just One of Those Days that take your breath away
Today i woke up getting a phone call to come into work.
I decided to have a black N' mild outside in the amazing winter weather. Then it hit me...like a ton of bricks. I realized that just 2 days before would be mine and Julia's one year anniversary if we were still going out. It makes me so foolish we only went out for 1 month and half. But even girls i've dated for 6 months + never felt that way, it was different, it felt like it was meant to be. I sit here as i type this and wonder how she feels about the whole thing.
At the same time these last few days i've been busting my ass at work and school and idk why but i feel so accomplished which makes me a happy person at the end of the day which is kind of overriding the unhappiness...Off topic but i think i'm about to have a long sit and type something to somebody that i've wanted to do for a while just haven't been in the mindset for it.
I decided to have a black N' mild outside in the amazing winter weather. Then it hit me...like a ton of bricks. I realized that just 2 days before would be mine and Julia's one year anniversary if we were still going out. It makes me so foolish we only went out for 1 month and half. But even girls i've dated for 6 months + never felt that way, it was different, it felt like it was meant to be. I sit here as i type this and wonder how she feels about the whole thing.
At the same time these last few days i've been busting my ass at work and school and idk why but i feel so accomplished which makes me a happy person at the end of the day which is kind of overriding the unhappiness...Off topic but i think i'm about to have a long sit and type something to somebody that i've wanted to do for a while just haven't been in the mindset for it.