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ok, i think that im going to do it today. the thing that has been on my mind for a while. i hope that i have enough guts to do it.
rejection is not a happy feeling and thats what im to expect when i do this.
how come i couldnt just like somebody else?[one of the worlds greatest mystery's]i guess my feelings will change one day, they have to, right?
i hope so.
i dont think i can do this to myself any longer.im screwing myself over because of this...bleh...
hopefully everyone is in much better spirits than i right now.
i must go to bed now because i just realized how tired i really am.
♥
rejection is not a happy feeling and thats what im to expect when i do this.
how come i couldnt just like somebody else?[one of the worlds greatest mystery's]i guess my feelings will change one day, they have to, right?
i hope so.
i dont think i can do this to myself any longer.im screwing myself over because of this...bleh...
hopefully everyone is in much better spirits than i right now.
i must go to bed now because i just realized how tired i really am.
♥