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At my party he stayed and we watched a movie and he was there until 3 am, and I fell asleep in his arms.
This morning I was sitting on the counter nd he came and stood in front of me, and I wrapped my arms around him and put my hands in the front pocket of his sweater and he put his ipod earpiece in my ear and we listened to Jazz together. And we just stayed there...for about an hour. Just holding each other.
And then later today, after school, he came up behind me and tickled me, pulling me down on his lap, and he wrapped his arms around me and held me.
And I smiled all day today because I was enjoying pretending all of this means something.
But eventually life catches up to you.
"Hands Touch, Eyes meet, sudden silence, sudden heat, hearts leap, in a giddy whirl, he could be that boy but I'm not that girllll...
every so often we long to steal to the land of what might have been but that doesn't soften the ache we feel when reality sets back in."
I just hope HE is happy in the end of all this. He deserves so much more.