I give up
ok here's the setting:
hot car, air conditioning on high with windows rolled down, mixed CD from Jerrod blasting, and I've got a 20min drive to get home.
here's the situation:
last few days I've been pretty down... on myself, and in general.
here's what happened:
I'm singing and dancing along to the CD... which is cool, most people do that when they're alone, but I realized why not sing and dance when other people are around? If they say stop, then that's fine, but most will prob think it's funny, possibly cool...possibly. lol. Then all my thoughts from the past days came rushing to my head... there's not much I can do about the future, It's time to grow up there's no stopping it. If people move away and forget you, I guess it happens. If I move away and get forgotten, that happens too. Jobs are here to be done, school is here to complete, life is waiting ahead. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself... I am not magically going to become a new person one morning, I am Taylor. BUT I can try new things, talk to new people, and not rely on others to make decsions for me. Amazing what a little car ride can cause.
So this is Tay.
I am willing to move ahead, a little nervous, a little scared...but who isn't, growing up changes a lot.
I'm out.
-Tay
Jerrod...thanks for the CD, haha...it got me to sing and dance...to start thinking. :)
hot car, air conditioning on high with windows rolled down, mixed CD from Jerrod blasting, and I've got a 20min drive to get home.
here's the situation:
last few days I've been pretty down... on myself, and in general.
here's what happened:
I'm singing and dancing along to the CD... which is cool, most people do that when they're alone, but I realized why not sing and dance when other people are around? If they say stop, then that's fine, but most will prob think it's funny, possibly cool...possibly. lol. Then all my thoughts from the past days came rushing to my head... there's not much I can do about the future, It's time to grow up there's no stopping it. If people move away and forget you, I guess it happens. If I move away and get forgotten, that happens too. Jobs are here to be done, school is here to complete, life is waiting ahead. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself... I am not magically going to become a new person one morning, I am Taylor. BUT I can try new things, talk to new people, and not rely on others to make decsions for me. Amazing what a little car ride can cause.
So this is Tay.
I am willing to move ahead, a little nervous, a little scared...but who isn't, growing up changes a lot.
I'm out.
-Tay
Jerrod...thanks for the CD, haha...it got me to sing and dance...to start thinking. :)