Apr 06, 2007 07:27
I haven't felt like this since last June/July...
And before that the two times my dad was in chemo.
My heart is broken.
My lungs feel completely compressed.
My neck and back are constantly in pain.
I've been shaky for like three days now.
I don't like eating, I do it just because I know I have too.
The only safe place is my bed, or when I'm occupied with friends, and lately I've even been crying in both places.
And there's nothing I can do about it...
My grandma is dying.
I'm losing Jerrod.
And I'm pretty sure the things above are signs of depression.
:'(
I don't normally ask for prayer.
But, I think I really need it now.
Thanks.