If you have not yet read Sloppy First's you must go out and purchase it riight about...NOW
When a book can read your mind, or let me say u think exactly in the same terms as the author and a lot things pertain to ya, well @ least in my case. This quote...well...just read it:
"Right now I feel guilty to be alive, Why? Because im wasting it. ive been given this life and all I do is mope it away. What's worse is im totally aware of how ridiculous I am. It would be a lot easier if I believed I was the center of the universe, because then I wouldnt know any better not to make a big deal out of everything. I know how small my problems are, yet that doesnt stop me from obsessing about them. I have to stop doing this. How do other people get happy? I look @ people laughing and smiling and enjoying themselves and try to get inside their heads! How does Manda, Sara or Bridget do it? Or Pepe? Or everyone but me? Why does everything I see bother me? Why cant I just get over these daily wrongdoings? Why cant I just move on and make the best of what I've got? ...I wish i knew"
and if no girl has felt this feeling from the ages of 15-18 I dont believe u @ all...goodnite
"Right now I feel guilty to be alive, Why? Because im wasting it. ive been given this life and all I do is mope it away. What's worse is im totally aware of how ridiculous I am. It would be a lot easier if I believed I was the center of the universe, because then I wouldnt know any better not to make a big deal out of everything. I know how small my problems are, yet that doesnt stop me from obsessing about them. I have to stop doing this. How do other people get happy? I look @ people laughing and smiling and enjoying themselves and try to get inside their heads! How does Manda, Sara or Bridget do it? Or Pepe? Or everyone but me? Why does everything I see bother me? Why cant I just get over these daily wrongdoings? Why cant I just move on and make the best of what I've got? ...I wish i knew"
and if no girl has felt this feeling from the ages of 15-18 I dont believe u @ all...goodnite