time for bed
well, i'm in a contemplative mood tonight. i'm in my second week of full-time school now, and it's still so weird. after working full-time for sooo long, it's been an odd transition back to being a student again. i sorta miss the identity that came along with working fulltime. i felt important and useful. right now, i'm now a slave to my homework and my journey to completing my degree. don't get me wrong, it's a noble cause and one that will reap wonderful rewards. but it's still weird. i feel like i should be more accomplished at 26. i need to squash the negative thoughts and continue to think positively. This decision to return back to school was long thought about, prayed about, and pondered. all will be okay. this will bring so much more joy and happiness to my life. i will be a teacher, making a difference in the lives of those around me. my husband and I will finally be able to live together and start our family and life together. that is what matters and what i want to fight for.
anyways, sorry there is not capital letters. i'm laying in bed typing on my laptop, and i'm laying at a funny angle. the shift key was just annoying me. :) there, i used it.
thursday is the day i get to officially live in my new home. I CAN'T WAIT! i'm so excited that i can hardly see straight. I miss my Kurt so stinken much. At least right now (being 12"17 am) i can say that I'll see Kurt tomorrow, YEAH!
okalydoakly, i'm heading out.
Love....Chrissy
anyways, sorry there is not capital letters. i'm laying in bed typing on my laptop, and i'm laying at a funny angle. the shift key was just annoying me. :) there, i used it.
thursday is the day i get to officially live in my new home. I CAN'T WAIT! i'm so excited that i can hardly see straight. I miss my Kurt so stinken much. At least right now (being 12"17 am) i can say that I'll see Kurt tomorrow, YEAH!
okalydoakly, i'm heading out.
Love....Chrissy