maternal instint wants to kick in today
I found out that my friend is 9 weeks pregnant. Congratulations to her. I'm really excited for her, as this is great news. Hopefully all will be okay with the pregnancy.
As for kids, sometimes it's like my whole being just aches to be a mother. I'm not in the situation to be a mother, and I'm not planning on it yet. But sometimes I just can't help my thoughts and emotions. But, those thoughts and emotions are rapidly sidelined as there is not possibly way for me to conceive right now. I'm taking medications that could severely deform a growing fetus, and that is something that I cannot allow to happen. I would be devastated if I happened to get pregnant and the baby was harmed. According to the doctor, it looks like I'll be on antiobiotics for approximately 1 year. So, no kids for us until at least February, 2007. Bummer!!!! BUT, the silver lining to all of this is that I am working on finishing my college degree. When I can finish that degree, I will be able to obtain a teaching position. Then I will be in a favorable situation to teach, and support my family if anything were to ever happen to Kurt. So, it's hard. I want kids, but not yet. When I finally start intentionally trying for my family, it will be around fall, 2008. That's not too bad. Just 2.5 years from now. I can handle that. Heck! Right now I don't even live with my husband, so let's get us living together first. Than a family will definitely be more feasible.
All for now....Jill had 7 puppies and my kitty had 2 kittens. Fun times!!!
I am SOOOOO ready for Kurt to get here. I miss him terribly. I am so ready for when we are actually living together.
As for kids, sometimes it's like my whole being just aches to be a mother. I'm not in the situation to be a mother, and I'm not planning on it yet. But sometimes I just can't help my thoughts and emotions. But, those thoughts and emotions are rapidly sidelined as there is not possibly way for me to conceive right now. I'm taking medications that could severely deform a growing fetus, and that is something that I cannot allow to happen. I would be devastated if I happened to get pregnant and the baby was harmed. According to the doctor, it looks like I'll be on antiobiotics for approximately 1 year. So, no kids for us until at least February, 2007. Bummer!!!! BUT, the silver lining to all of this is that I am working on finishing my college degree. When I can finish that degree, I will be able to obtain a teaching position. Then I will be in a favorable situation to teach, and support my family if anything were to ever happen to Kurt. So, it's hard. I want kids, but not yet. When I finally start intentionally trying for my family, it will be around fall, 2008. That's not too bad. Just 2.5 years from now. I can handle that. Heck! Right now I don't even live with my husband, so let's get us living together first. Than a family will definitely be more feasible.
All for now....Jill had 7 puppies and my kitty had 2 kittens. Fun times!!!
I am SOOOOO ready for Kurt to get here. I miss him terribly. I am so ready for when we are actually living together.