Mar 30, 2006 11:42
So...
My house has turned into the hell that last years apartment turned into last summer. I was really upset the other night. First of all, I never heard of a rule to not play music in the middle of the day. This week has been stressful. I worked on Sunday, then spent the rest of Sunday night and my free time on Monday studying for my Turkish folklore and MHR exams plus doing my poster project that was due on Tuesday. So naturally, by the time I got home on Tuesday at five I wanted to turn some music on. April was chillin' downstairs so I went up in my room and turned some on. Then, doing my normal away message check that has become a disgusting routine for me, I come across Erin's message, saying "Don't you just love it when you get woken up by someone playing music loud?" Well let me tell you, I pay just as much rent as anyone else in this house, and when I get home from a long day I'm going to listen to my music. It's not like I haven't been woken up in the middle of the day by her slamming doors or blabbing on her cell phone. Its just rude. It doesn't take tha tmuch to come and knock on my door and ask me to turn it down, because it's not like I'm going to say no! I don't know, I guess at that point I'm done even trying to be able to talk to her. Plus Alex told me she told him she hated all of us, which fine, but don't lock yourself in your bedroom and blame your bad living on the rest of us. She could try to be our friends, but she's banished us from her world by choice. So I guess she can't blame it on anyone else.
Just writing about that makes me mad. I know it seems like such petty girl problems, and it really truly is. I guess thats part of the life of a girl
On a happier note, life has been going okay lately. I hurt my knee, but I'm going to go to the dr. on Monday to get it looked at just to make sure I'm not doing any more harm to it by running. I ran 13 miles on Monday, partially I think becasue I was trying to avoid doing homework. I saw this guy from the bakery out on Thursday night, and things got a litlte crazy. then he came to visit me in the library tuesday night whiel I was studying for MHR. He's really cute and nice, which is good. Plus he likes to run and told me he'd go running with me, which is always an added bonus.
I'm not really out looking for a relationship though. It scares me. I'm also afraid of people who I think are better looking than me, and usually freak out and become insecure....it's kind of happening right now, but I'm trying my best.
Anyway, I have a project due in an hour that I'm almost done with, just a few finishing touches