If I could.....
If I could just get my sister out of my family with no violence or no fighting I would do it in a second. The thing is it's just not possible. The only way she'll leave is if she stays with someone else. My birthday is coming up yay! I'm excited but I just can't have an major celebrating with my sister around. I hope she doesn't pull and of that fake nice bullshit she plays b/c I am literally on the edege with her. She wrote something that almost brought tears to my moms eyes, which my mom has never cried infront of me. The sound in her voice was qivering and was just so upseting to her.But I'm getting my permit yay for that! getting a tattoo yay for that! Theresa ur coming with me to get it! lol if anyone else wants to come tell me and you can! lol I'm having a late birthday party in June or July. lol yeah I'm just so cool I have it a month after my birthday.Sleepover too sooo yay for that! And Mr. Smith is being really really surly. I can understand him getting uptight about the play being so close but no need to take it out on ur students. He said if you can't make it that day tell him and I did and he SNAPPED! I was like I already have something that i am doing tommorow but he's like you have to dedicate urself to the play. I have btw been to almost EVERY reharsal. And on top of that and managing my time report cards came today. Oh boy! My mom was like you got all 70's I'm like "yeah but I tried" then she started yelling at me" you're not trying and u gotta shoot for 80's or higher". I was like "MOM!!!!! I do! I try I do the work and don't say I don't because I do!" Mr. Brigman bases ur average from the test we take and I'm not good with test. Like seriously! but yeah then my mom said "ur grades did get higher from last quarter" then yeah the thing with my mom not that big. But I just started to breakdown in tears. I just really need to have a good crying moment. I'm just glad that our lil break is here that's what I need right now. And Friday I am going to a show!!! Allison Model One! if you wanna go tell me then we can all go! lol O am going with Katie and Glennifer! lol. I a few people right now. You have no idea. Though I'm happy but I could be happier if I talked to these people Jackie, and Chris. My brother called when he's in money situations which I'm realizing maybe he's not really wanting to talk to me. But yeah he's coming in August yay. And Jackie I haven't seen her since halloween lol and I STILL have her skirt! lol*jackie if ur reading this I will get it to you soon!* lol yeah I miss you Jackie you should call me sometime.845-651-2421 yeah! haha ok yeah that's enough emotion pouring for 1 night love you all!!!! I hope everyone is happy and that life is treating you well!!!
~kayla~
~kayla~