another night with her but i always want you
toru okada is a really good band. they make good music and it is fun to watch them preform and be with my friends and love eachother. we also get really smelly and stink up little bookstores. their shows always wear me out so much and im really tired right now.
today the TR+ali crew ripped very hard. everyone in the crew filmed at least one trick. yes including ali! thats right. i love skateboarding. even though it hurts sometime. we are going to rip hard tomorrow as well. and the next day.
blink 182 is also pretty amazing. despite what you may think!
john called me today while we were skateboarding and i was happy to hear from him but then he said he would call me back and he sounded like he was crying and hewanted to tell me something but he couldnt. i really hope its not what i think it is that he has to tell me. that kid has been through enough. just knowing how quick your life can change and how you can loose everything has definatly made me appreciate what i have. i love john so much but i also am very thankful for the friends i have here. i have learned to appreciate them and try to be with them as much as possible and be happy because john has no one where he is. and that seems like the worst thing in the world. so it just makes me realize how much everyone means to me. like i may just think that i only really care about a few people and i only like them but i really think i would miss soooo many more people if i left. just every single person i talk to add something to my life. like john was telling me about how he missed this kid matt bice who he didnt even really especially like but he just missed him one day. so yeah i love everyone and want to be happy with them pretty much.
yeah all of thats nothing i havent said before but i just basically wrote this to stay awake.
im lost without you
today the TR+ali crew ripped very hard. everyone in the crew filmed at least one trick. yes including ali! thats right. i love skateboarding. even though it hurts sometime. we are going to rip hard tomorrow as well. and the next day.
blink 182 is also pretty amazing. despite what you may think!
john called me today while we were skateboarding and i was happy to hear from him but then he said he would call me back and he sounded like he was crying and hewanted to tell me something but he couldnt. i really hope its not what i think it is that he has to tell me. that kid has been through enough. just knowing how quick your life can change and how you can loose everything has definatly made me appreciate what i have. i love john so much but i also am very thankful for the friends i have here. i have learned to appreciate them and try to be with them as much as possible and be happy because john has no one where he is. and that seems like the worst thing in the world. so it just makes me realize how much everyone means to me. like i may just think that i only really care about a few people and i only like them but i really think i would miss soooo many more people if i left. just every single person i talk to add something to my life. like john was telling me about how he missed this kid matt bice who he didnt even really especially like but he just missed him one day. so yeah i love everyone and want to be happy with them pretty much.
yeah all of thats nothing i havent said before but i just basically wrote this to stay awake.
im lost without you