Jul 03, 2005 19:42
well im depressed, i feel nauseated after what happened today. i released the best thing from my life. the thing that kept me alive. she doesnt understand that i need her. but i let her go. so jimmy....have a ball.
wow...in 3 day ive lost 2 pets that i cared about very much, and the most important thing in my life...lauren. and to everyone whos sick of me saying the words "i love you lauren" you all can go fuck yourselves because i wont be saying it for a long long time. im leaving for ny for a month on thursday. im probably not going to write before i leave and probably not while im up there. and im not going to be answering my phone as much. doesnt matter not like anyone cares. goodbye.
joseph anthony sindt