finally finished
It's funny how relationships are so unbalanced, unstable and unpredictable. You devote your time, energy, effort, love and soul and the next day it can be gone just like that, in a blink of an eye everything you once had, everything that made you feel whole, is gone. For some it's easy to get over it, for others it's not, it also depends on the situation; first love, young love, repeated love, that prevent one from moving on or how fast they do so.
What is love? "Studies in neuroscience have indicated that a consistent number of chemicals are present in the brain when people testify to feeling love. These chemicals include; Testosterone, Oestrogen, Dopamine, Norepinephrine, Serotonin, Oxytocin, and Vasopressin." I mean is that true?!, is love just chemicals that our bodies can produce, or is love something spiritual, something out of this world, something unexplainable? If love is just a bunch of chemicals, could we tweak ourselves to love anyone and everyone.!?
Sometimes, I wake up feeling alone and missing Kris(my ex) and yeah it's hard. For a long time it was really, really hard but over time I slowly have become not so dependent on what we use to have. A lot of times we can't move on due to the fact that we're scared, we're so scared that we will never encounter what we once felt, to feel as comfortable as we once did, to have the warmth of that other body next to you, to give your significant other a squeeze so tight that you it just makes your whole inside. We don't want to believe that something we thought would last forever, did't.
It's funny I have been writing this for a couple of days now, and through out the course of it just sitting, saved on my livejournal, several incidents have happened. A few people are going through their love episodes and it's so weird how they all have the same issues, worries, fears, and concerns, it's funny how it's what I have been through and or whoever may be reading this has gone through. Relationships are so universal, so the same and yet so very different and individualistic. I guess we just have to realize that wounds do really heal within time if it wasn't meant to be you can't force, you won't change it, and yeah I know It sucks. In closing, the butterflies, the feeling whole and not feeling alone will come back maybe even a million times better than the first.
It just takes some time...
What is love? "Studies in neuroscience have indicated that a consistent number of chemicals are present in the brain when people testify to feeling love. These chemicals include; Testosterone, Oestrogen, Dopamine, Norepinephrine, Serotonin, Oxytocin, and Vasopressin." I mean is that true?!, is love just chemicals that our bodies can produce, or is love something spiritual, something out of this world, something unexplainable? If love is just a bunch of chemicals, could we tweak ourselves to love anyone and everyone.!?
Sometimes, I wake up feeling alone and missing Kris(my ex) and yeah it's hard. For a long time it was really, really hard but over time I slowly have become not so dependent on what we use to have. A lot of times we can't move on due to the fact that we're scared, we're so scared that we will never encounter what we once felt, to feel as comfortable as we once did, to have the warmth of that other body next to you, to give your significant other a squeeze so tight that you it just makes your whole inside. We don't want to believe that something we thought would last forever, did't.
It's funny I have been writing this for a couple of days now, and through out the course of it just sitting, saved on my livejournal, several incidents have happened. A few people are going through their love episodes and it's so weird how they all have the same issues, worries, fears, and concerns, it's funny how it's what I have been through and or whoever may be reading this has gone through. Relationships are so universal, so the same and yet so very different and individualistic. I guess we just have to realize that wounds do really heal within time if it wasn't meant to be you can't force, you won't change it, and yeah I know It sucks. In closing, the butterflies, the feeling whole and not feeling alone will come back maybe even a million times better than the first.
It just takes some time...