your smile at me, means everything.
things are looking up.. i got part of my christmas present from mike last night. it was great.. we parked at this pond near my house and we sat on the roof of his car and looked at the stars and the christmas lights reflecting in the water. we wished on the stars. it was really nice. *sigh*
the best friend thing.. well, that's going better. when we get around each other we act like we are still best friends.. but we don't talk to each other like we are.. meaning we don't talk about everything and anything like we did. i guess we'll get back to that eventually. she gave me 4 spoons (i have a "collection" of plastic spoons) with i-zone pictures on them.. the pictures were of spoons.. the first one had two that said "i" "<3" and then the second one had "U" and the third had "AND" and the last said "i'm sorry". that was really sweet. my math teacher saw them and he was like someone put way to much thought into apologizing. and i had to give her one of her christmas presents because i couldn't wait. it was this notebook.. kind of a scrap book type thing. i've saved things since 7th and 8th grade and i put them in there.. and wrote about things we did together. she said it was the best present she ever got. :D this was after we both thought our friendship was lost.. but after that we pretty much made up i guess. but we're not going to forget what happened or WHY it happened.
it's really hard when the two people that are the most important to you HATE each other.
the best friend thing.. well, that's going better. when we get around each other we act like we are still best friends.. but we don't talk to each other like we are.. meaning we don't talk about everything and anything like we did. i guess we'll get back to that eventually. she gave me 4 spoons (i have a "collection" of plastic spoons) with i-zone pictures on them.. the pictures were of spoons.. the first one had two that said "i" "<3" and then the second one had "U" and the third had "AND" and the last said "i'm sorry". that was really sweet. my math teacher saw them and he was like someone put way to much thought into apologizing. and i had to give her one of her christmas presents because i couldn't wait. it was this notebook.. kind of a scrap book type thing. i've saved things since 7th and 8th grade and i put them in there.. and wrote about things we did together. she said it was the best present she ever got. :D this was after we both thought our friendship was lost.. but after that we pretty much made up i guess. but we're not going to forget what happened or WHY it happened.
it's really hard when the two people that are the most important to you HATE each other.