yeah, i know
i know i have issues, problems, etc. but why do i always have to hear about them? i hate talking to people about my problems, especially people i know (no offense to you guys) but it's so hard to tell people what's going on thinking they might judge you or try to get into your head and think for you. i have a feeling i might hear "well i won't judge you..." yeah well not to my face. it's easier to tlak to people who don't know you because they have no idea who or what you're talking about... god i miss her... anyway yeah, i've been feeling really down lately. i'm not sure if it's from the weather, other people's moods or i'm just so confused with everything going through my head that i've finally lost control. why can't i just say fuck it and all of this will be over?