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HA! its truely amazing i wish i understood the mind...seriosuly i thought i was over the whole fucking depression fase and the sad part i know how to fix the problem and knwo whats going on but i cant fix it its like theres too much on my plate to push off seriously to put so much faith in sumone ro sumthing just to be shut the fuck down to the point were it feel like you seriously want to die....i really wish i understood the whole consept of depression.....feelings blah blah blah.....most def done with girl for a long time now just unfaithful heartless ppl not saying guys are dif but girls are the ones who have screwed me over recently not my guy friends always there to cheer me up and thats why i lean more on them for company.....and no for you dumb fucks who would say im gay im not truth is guys can help ease the pain that girl puts on damn i wish this whole thing made sence......
and as far as comments go this is a journal and really dont care if sumone reads it i jsut wanted to write stuff down so nice things would make me feel better but if you feel like being mean go ahead im used to it ill move on from it take care all
and as far as comments go this is a journal and really dont care if sumone reads it i jsut wanted to write stuff down so nice things would make me feel better but if you feel like being mean go ahead im used to it ill move on from it take care all