Jan 01, 2006 03:40
i spent 6 hours with my bf. 6 pm to 12 am. i love being with him. he brightens me up and can make me smile no matter how upset i am...baby i love you.
Its now the time to put my past where it belongs, theres no looking back bc it is officially 2006. "Goodbye to you goodbye to everything that i knew you were the one i held the one thing that i tryed to hold on to,but goodbye to you"
ive been lying to myself...i keep telling myself that he loves me and sometimes i just dont know. i hope we never drift apart my one true love my everything.
if you could only understand the thoughts going through my mind right now...so much has happened this year and it soooo hard to forget. my bff moved and left me, my best guy friend go expelled and now lives 2 hours away (i miss you berto) some guy crossed the line even though i said no,my 1st love knocked up someone and broke my hear, a life was lost too young (RIP: Steve <3 <3 <3),my dad turned out to be a cheating lying bastard, i laughed, i cried, i hugged, i kissed, i smiled, i frowned, i yelled, i whispered, i ran, i loved, i hated, i had a wonderful year........<3