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hey stupid....i love you until you call me stupid...then i really love you...hehe...three hours back apathy felt like a cold body.....i've done some stupid pointless shit lately and it was dumb of me but im done doing pointless stupid shit now so everything is ok!!!!!!!!!.....i love my baby so much.....6 months is a long time.....and im sure we'll have a lot more 6 months....i love her and she loves me....easy to explain.....if your reading this it still means you use livejournal i want everyone to use livejournal!!! like everyone everyone.......and say fuck myspace...make tom feel like a dummy...that would be kinda funny i think...whats been up with you guys....in the past two weeks i've become a fuckup, an alcoholic, and worthless piece of shit....but i'm over it....no more drinks....ever....i can control being a fuckup its just hard so i try......as far as being a worthless piece of shit....i don't care what people opinions of me are....my parents are being fucks....my friends said i let them down which is bullshit cuz that doesnt even make sense......the only mental feelings i have left are love and hapiness for my true friends and her, as far as the other ones, anger and depression for everyone else....i have more friends than i give my self credit for though....so thats ok....i love them and they know it even if the forget about it i really really do so HOOORAY MUTHAFUCKA!!!!! dumb bitch hhahahaha....everyone i know still says i have the same sense of humor though so thats cool and that makes me happy...i just wish i knew why life had to be so stupid....work sucks.....fucking felicia....she's a dummy boy......she tells lies to get me and adrian in trouble for no reason....."he dipped his hand in syrup and then dipped it in sprinkles.""why would he do that?""cuz hes a dummy""your a dummy""your a dummy!""thank you""i love you""i love you too" that was funny......hahahailovehersomuchhahahahahaha....byebye for now...