May 30, 2005 12:32
i cant fucking stop thinking about him. hes always on my mind! and i feel so stupid for thinking he would actually want to go back out with me! i wish i could start all over and not be stupid and break up with him like 50 times! i wish i could fix every thing by doing something more than just saying im sorry. but thats all i can do right now. i wish he knew how much i really care about him and that i would do any thing to be with him again. alksjf;alsdfja;sldgj oh yeah and all these effing songs on the radio that make me think about him even more is not helping at all!!!!!! and neither is looking at the pictures of me and him yesterday. :(
i love nicholas grant gregoire...LIKE WHOA!
and i really miss a girl named anna jewel gravvit like whoa! i love you anna and you are so awesome thanks for being there for me! i really cant wait until we get to hang out!
well today i guess im just gonna sit at home by my self watching sad movies and eat ice cream in my pajamas....without anna. :(