Oct 02, 2005 20:53
so im sure if youre reading this you knew about "THE HUGE PARTY" i was GONNA have and know that it got cancelled. yeah so that pretty much ruined my whole weekend. my mom decided to ruin all of my plans(on accident)by deciding at the last minute that she was gonna leave SUNDAY morning instead of SATURDAY morning. my parents are so weird. my mom is in south padre for a confference and my dad just randomly went to mississippi....ok i take that back....my DAD is the weird one! BUT me and amanda looking out the window for hours last night and shitting our pants every time a car drove by and prank calling people acting like we were on x pretty much made my weekend. and getting to see the 2 love of my lives...ANNA AND NICK!!! :]
tomorrow is gonna suck.
i cant wait to get shit from people i barley know about not having the party...or better yet my friends.
i cant wait until those awkward moments in the hall where like 50 kids are staring and pointing at you in the hall.
i cant wait until i hear people talking about me when they dont think i can hear them.
i cant wait to be the laughing stalk of the whole school.
i cant wait to be labled as that "stupid sophomore girl who bitched out on having a party."
i cant wait.
school is gonna suck more than ever!
im totally dreading every moment of it.
i just wish people knew that it wasnt my fault.
*im sorry to all of the people who pitched in money for the keg. (i will be giving that back to you tomorrow)
*im sorry to all of the people who went way out of their way to actually come to this party.
*im sorry to all of the people who had to lie to their parents about staying at my house.
*im sorry if i ruined your saturday.
*IM SORRY*
*THANKS TO AMANDA FOR HAVING WASTE HER SATURDAY SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM THE WHOLE NIGHT WATCHING OUT FOR PEOPLE COMING OVER WHO DIDNT KNOW THE PARTY WAS OFF...AND JUST FOR BEING AN AWESOME FRIEND*