Lies lies lies
So I cut off my hair (from somewhere low on my back to my shoulders), got new glasses and started wearing different clothes and jewelery. Why? May you ask. Because change is as good as a holiday.
I only have one week left at home and now I'm actually sad to leave my parents again. But I think I NEED to do this. I need to go back to my dorm and my friends. I need to bash HIM with all my might and get drunk and forget that I EVER loved him. I need my best friend in the dorm to sit next to me as I send him a text to let him know I never want to talk to him again - that he hurt me beyond control.
The funny thing is - I told him I hate lies. That Stefan did that to me so much that if he's going to do it he should rather just leave. But he promised he wouldn't.
WTF happened to that promise?
Another girl. How bloody ironic. Another girl - again.
Once again I told him that Stefan was seeing another girl........
WTFWTFWTF.
Okay that's my rant.
I'm cold and tired and not wanting to fight.
With anyone.
I just want to go lie in bed and sleep.
And wake up in my dorm.
With my friends.
I only have one week left at home and now I'm actually sad to leave my parents again. But I think I NEED to do this. I need to go back to my dorm and my friends. I need to bash HIM with all my might and get drunk and forget that I EVER loved him. I need my best friend in the dorm to sit next to me as I send him a text to let him know I never want to talk to him again - that he hurt me beyond control.
The funny thing is - I told him I hate lies. That Stefan did that to me so much that if he's going to do it he should rather just leave. But he promised he wouldn't.
WTF happened to that promise?
Another girl. How bloody ironic. Another girl - again.
Once again I told him that Stefan was seeing another girl........
WTFWTFWTF.
Okay that's my rant.
I'm cold and tired and not wanting to fight.
With anyone.
I just want to go lie in bed and sleep.
And wake up in my dorm.
With my friends.