Sep 21, 2005 02:20
Don't you want to just run away from everything sometimes? And not have to worry about what is or what isn't? Don't you just want to escape reality and go somewhere where you don’t fear or frown or worry?
Where you can just paint the world the way you want it to be painted. Where you choose the colors and you choose the brush and choose which strides you want to take and which you don’t? Sometimes I do.
And as much as I want to paint my life away, I realize that there’s no way to do it. You might be able to choose your colors, but the shades are what matter… the darker ones versus the lighter ones… your ups and downs.
I just feel like I want to be somewhere else… but then I open my eyes.