taking out my anger.
why the hell do i keep coming back to your stupid ass? the same thing happens every fucking time you'd think i'd learn.
i feel like one of those girls that gets used over and over again, hoping that each time will be different.
probably because this is whats happening, i am one of those girls i hoped i'd never turn into.
i'm stronger then this, i dont deserve this. he isn't worth it.
how can i have so many people talking to me, so many people in my life, and yet still feel completely miserable and worthless. how can so many people "love" me, and yet i'm sitting at home every weekend by myself?
how can i feel so lonely, and apparently be so well liked?
i'm sick of people pretending they "know" me.
i dont even know me, how can anyone else? this is ridiculous, you may know a lot, but not enough to use those stupid words against me.
i'm fucking up my life,
i hate my school. 92% of everyone there is fake, and just concerned about what other people think. look at me, look at my friends, do i look judgemental to you? how can everyone ask "why is she friends with him"
what made you in charge of judging who isn't and is worth liking?
im sick of this shit, the only "plesant expierience" i'm getting out of this, is the pleasure of knowing i'm not, and never EVER will be like these people.
grow up.
i feel like one of those girls that gets used over and over again, hoping that each time will be different.
probably because this is whats happening, i am one of those girls i hoped i'd never turn into.
i'm stronger then this, i dont deserve this. he isn't worth it.
how can i have so many people talking to me, so many people in my life, and yet still feel completely miserable and worthless. how can so many people "love" me, and yet i'm sitting at home every weekend by myself?
how can i feel so lonely, and apparently be so well liked?
i'm sick of people pretending they "know" me.
i dont even know me, how can anyone else? this is ridiculous, you may know a lot, but not enough to use those stupid words against me.
i'm fucking up my life,
i hate my school. 92% of everyone there is fake, and just concerned about what other people think. look at me, look at my friends, do i look judgemental to you? how can everyone ask "why is she friends with him"
what made you in charge of judging who isn't and is worth liking?
im sick of this shit, the only "plesant expierience" i'm getting out of this, is the pleasure of knowing i'm not, and never EVER will be like these people.
grow up.