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I don't know what the hell is going on.
I'm not quite sure why some people can't grasp the idea that i've had a fucking hard summer.
I don't know if anyone that reads this understands what its like moving to a whole new town in the middle of high school.
now i admit i probably could have controlled myself some of the summer. and i know i could have.
but the last thing i need is for some people to just go behind my back and say shit about me and then not talk to me again.
but as far as treating people like shit the whole summer?
no. okay i have not treated ANYONE like SHIT the WHOLE summer.
let's get that straight. and i'm not trying to have a fuckin live journal drama fight in comments or whatever.
but if you have something to fuckin say, call me up 248 931 2205
and don't be an ass and comment saying your shitheaded side of the story okay. or IM me about it either for that matter. hear my voice, you'll get it
i'm mean. yeah i know. i didn't just sprout that though. i get it from my parents.
don't blame them though, i am the one to blame.
but honestly, i am MOST of the time only a bitch when i have to be.
but there are those times when i am one...when i should have controlled myself.
i've had a lot of those this summer.
for that, i'm sorry.
and i'm sure there are a lot of people that think i'm a bitch.
but ya know what, go fuck yourself, because i don't care. i know i'm a bitch and you know what i'm trying to fix it. but people just talking behind my back and saying i'm a bitch for doing this and that, honestly what does that solve? nothing. so fuck you.
i'm sure a lot of people who are reading this have called me a bitch to someone like Shayna.
told shayna i was a bitch so she'd think they were cool.
cuz that's what shayna does to you, she makes you say stupid shit you shouldn't so you can be friends with her.
cuz lord fuckin knows if you say something bad to shayna oh god help you.
whatever.
anyway, everyone can be two faced. EVERYONE. dont deny it, it's the truth. I can be two faced
but some people are two faced. There's a differenc. and these people need to get over themselves and stop begging for sympathy.
the only reason someone would orally say they are ugly or put themselves down, is because they want someone to say something in return. I know it, it's true, i do it all the time.
but some people do it too much. and don't even deny you don't like to hear that you're pretty and you don't care what people think.
reguardless of how secure you are, you still have that thought in the back of your mind of what people think. so don't pull that shit either.
so you still think i'm a bitch? probably because whoever does is a fucking idiot anyway.
because wheather you like it or not, i'm saying the truth, your opinion really isn't needed.
and for all of you who think you've had it "so much worse" than me.
maybe you have. i doubt it though. i've gone through a lot of shit to get here, alright? anyone else wanna challenge my life? i can show you scars you can only see elsewhere in your dreams.
maybe not physical scars you can see. but damn, i've been beaten and thrown and torn around on the inside mroe than anyone i know.
so i'm done writing you guys a novel.
it's the truth. face it
I'm not quite sure why some people can't grasp the idea that i've had a fucking hard summer.
I don't know if anyone that reads this understands what its like moving to a whole new town in the middle of high school.
now i admit i probably could have controlled myself some of the summer. and i know i could have.
but the last thing i need is for some people to just go behind my back and say shit about me and then not talk to me again.
but as far as treating people like shit the whole summer?
no. okay i have not treated ANYONE like SHIT the WHOLE summer.
let's get that straight. and i'm not trying to have a fuckin live journal drama fight in comments or whatever.
but if you have something to fuckin say, call me up 248 931 2205
and don't be an ass and comment saying your shitheaded side of the story okay. or IM me about it either for that matter. hear my voice, you'll get it
i'm mean. yeah i know. i didn't just sprout that though. i get it from my parents.
don't blame them though, i am the one to blame.
but honestly, i am MOST of the time only a bitch when i have to be.
but there are those times when i am one...when i should have controlled myself.
i've had a lot of those this summer.
for that, i'm sorry.
and i'm sure there are a lot of people that think i'm a bitch.
but ya know what, go fuck yourself, because i don't care. i know i'm a bitch and you know what i'm trying to fix it. but people just talking behind my back and saying i'm a bitch for doing this and that, honestly what does that solve? nothing. so fuck you.
i'm sure a lot of people who are reading this have called me a bitch to someone like Shayna.
told shayna i was a bitch so she'd think they were cool.
cuz that's what shayna does to you, she makes you say stupid shit you shouldn't so you can be friends with her.
cuz lord fuckin knows if you say something bad to shayna oh god help you.
whatever.
anyway, everyone can be two faced. EVERYONE. dont deny it, it's the truth. I can be two faced
but some people are two faced. There's a differenc. and these people need to get over themselves and stop begging for sympathy.
the only reason someone would orally say they are ugly or put themselves down, is because they want someone to say something in return. I know it, it's true, i do it all the time.
but some people do it too much. and don't even deny you don't like to hear that you're pretty and you don't care what people think.
reguardless of how secure you are, you still have that thought in the back of your mind of what people think. so don't pull that shit either.
so you still think i'm a bitch? probably because whoever does is a fucking idiot anyway.
because wheather you like it or not, i'm saying the truth, your opinion really isn't needed.
and for all of you who think you've had it "so much worse" than me.
maybe you have. i doubt it though. i've gone through a lot of shit to get here, alright? anyone else wanna challenge my life? i can show you scars you can only see elsewhere in your dreams.
maybe not physical scars you can see. but damn, i've been beaten and thrown and torn around on the inside mroe than anyone i know.
so i'm done writing you guys a novel.
it's the truth. face it