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Tonight has been very strange.
Made margaritas, Michael came over, Daniel and Evan came over, lots of random people stopped by, I started to get emotional and moody, they drank my tequila when i told them not to, I went to Taco Bell, I went to Michael's apt, and Jess, Melissa and Jeremy bought me a 12 pack of Bud Light.... I know thats just a string of sentences but thats how tonight felt to me. A string of weird, random events... it's hard to explain I guess.
I think I became upset when I realized I wanted Daniel and Evan to think that Michael is my boyfriend but since that's not the case, it made me sad... I don't know how much longer this can go on. It's hurting and I know people are sick of hearing it.
And why the fuck they bought me beer? I can't figure that one out but it's a nice gesture I guess...
I'm making an appointment with the counselor tomorrow. It's about damn time. I know my friends are tired of me talking about my problems and I'm tired of keeping the important problems secret. I think it will be good for me to talk to a professional.
Made margaritas, Michael came over, Daniel and Evan came over, lots of random people stopped by, I started to get emotional and moody, they drank my tequila when i told them not to, I went to Taco Bell, I went to Michael's apt, and Jess, Melissa and Jeremy bought me a 12 pack of Bud Light.... I know thats just a string of sentences but thats how tonight felt to me. A string of weird, random events... it's hard to explain I guess.
I think I became upset when I realized I wanted Daniel and Evan to think that Michael is my boyfriend but since that's not the case, it made me sad... I don't know how much longer this can go on. It's hurting and I know people are sick of hearing it.
And why the fuck they bought me beer? I can't figure that one out but it's a nice gesture I guess...
I'm making an appointment with the counselor tomorrow. It's about damn time. I know my friends are tired of me talking about my problems and I'm tired of keeping the important problems secret. I think it will be good for me to talk to a professional.