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I'm really not trying to make yall feel sorry for me. I reread my journals and feel like a whiny little bitch. I'm just not feeling very confident in myself. I go through these periods all the time. I want this one to be short. I'm not getting that vibe though. Hope I'm wrong.
Is it bad that I want to drink all the time? Am I running away from my life?
I started rereading Prozac Nation this weekend and in the beginning she talks about how her life is not that bad and is actually normal. She then asks why she feels so depressed. I feel the same way. Nothing in my life is so incredibly bad that I should feel like I do. I guess that's the thing with depression.
I need excitement in my life. I need to be spontaneous. But I always end up doing the same shit all the time. I'm tired of it.
Is it bad that I want to drink all the time? Am I running away from my life?
I started rereading Prozac Nation this weekend and in the beginning she talks about how her life is not that bad and is actually normal. She then asks why she feels so depressed. I feel the same way. Nothing in my life is so incredibly bad that I should feel like I do. I guess that's the thing with depression.
I need excitement in my life. I need to be spontaneous. But I always end up doing the same shit all the time. I'm tired of it.