That I'm not sure if it... matters?
It's already the new year again, isn't it... Fuck. Alot happened this year.... I love the feeling of new yearness, the refreshing change, the difference, the mislabling of papers...
Put iTunes on shuffle and fill it out with the first song that pops up.
This will require the "Keep Mini-player on top of all other windows" option, lol.
*play*
Where do you live: In a "State of Confusion" (88 Fingers Louie)
Describe your first love: "New Girl" (Suicide Machines)
What is your favourite thing to do: "Salvation" (Rancid)
Describe your current love/crush: "Bottled Violence" (Minor Threat) (lol, so not true.)
What do you like to wear: "Vans Song" (Suicide Machines) (Ha! It's about shoes!)
What is your challenge: "Staring at the Sun" (The Offspring)
Who are your friends: "Ocean Size" (Goldfinger)
Describe how you look: "Rebel Rebel" (Seu Jorge)
What did you do last night: "Musical Therapy" (Voodoo Glow Skulls)
What is your goal in life: "Hopeless" (Goldfinger)
What do you do when you're angry: "My Very Own Flag" (Less Than Jake)
When do you have sex: "Irish Boys" (Tsunami Bomb) (ummm..?)
How do you want to die: "One Girl Army" (Five Iron Frenzy) (boy do I...)
What do you say to your parents: "The Wild Rover" (Dropkick Murphys)
Where do you hang out: "Medication" (Queens of the Stoneage) (lol)
What do you think of society: "Awkward Age" (Less Than Jake)
Describe your most recent heartbreak: "Enter the Dragon" (Voodoo Glow Skulls) (HAHAHAHAHA)
What is your excuse for everything: "Contraband?" (Mad Caddies) (hilarious... hilaaaarious.)
What are your thoughts on a Friday evening: "Jerry" (Mustard Plug) (MAN iTunes thinks I am gay!)
What is your unanswered question about life: "Status" (Rx Bandits) (sooo true. so true.)
What is your favourite colour: "Insecurities" (Suicide Machines) (okay?)
What is your advice to the those less experienced: "Open Your Eyes" (Goldfinger)
What would you rather do right now: "More Today Than Yesterday" (Goldfinger)
Describe your best friend: "Stickshifts and Safetybelts" (Cake)
What's under your bed: "The Decline" (NoFX)
What is your most prized possession: "She" (Green Day)
Where will you honeymoon: "In My Head" (Queens of the Stoneage)
What is on your to-do list: "My Favorite Accident" (Motion City Soundtrack)
Where would you rather be: "The Red Dress" (Motion City Soundtrack)
and then about the new year?
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
It was different... I grew up alot in 2005. I took harder classes... finally some that i could actually fail by not studying. It was a year of insane angst. So much of it, and I couldn't ask for anything more.
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
When Carla first kissed me. It was like my first kiss all over again, awkward, confusing, strange feelings that I couldn't understand.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Realizing that I had no real point to living. Then Nick fixed it all with the phrase, "but you are you! Where would any of us be without you?" That made me realize the impact I have on people, sure he was joking, but it meant alot. *Gir voice* He's my best friend.
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
At Randy's house.
5) Who were you with?
Randy, Chaz, Jenn, Jenny, Kay, and unfortunately, Samantha. I will always remember how perfect New Years was. The day, not the second it changed. Sam left for home (after denying me all kissing for the night... fucking snob.) and Kay and I ate roman noodles out of a big bowl, nasty overcooked ones, but still, and I ate them with the chopsticks from her hair, and I fell asleep with my head in the perfect groove of her hip. It felt so good, but I couldn't rationalize it then.
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Hopefully on the hood of a car with a great view in warm clothes, a blanket, and holding a glass of wine.
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Most defineatly Carla Kay, I am not sure if anyone else will want to join me.
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
I try not to make changes to my life simply because of a new sense of false-redemption. I hate the idea of a nation of people who will try and better their lives merely because of a change of calendars.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
see previous.
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Yes
11) Do you regret it?
not at all
12) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
HA! yeah. Yeah I did.
13) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Oh my word yes, Paula, Katie, Stacy, Nathan Prosser, Chrissy, Shaina, Anna, Sarah, Becky, Ms. Tvedt, Jen-Fri, Nick, Matt, Mike and I am sure a bunch that I forgot.
14) Who are your favorite new friends?
Well, considering I am in love with Sarah, and Katie, although she thinks I am a con-artist. Also, I guess if I am going to trade Carla for Chrissy, and if Shaina is my "Baby-mama". And if Anna adores me, Becky goes on strike, and Nathan's friendship stops at six inches. Maybe if Luapa is my favorite lesbian, and if Jen-fri can play Moncala, and if Stacy can make a microwave light up. If Nick can relate, Matt can blow, and Mike works the Indy scene, then those are my favorite.
15) What was your favorite month of 2005?
April? April defineatly stands out the most... Yah... April...
16) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
To Mexico, but it was a shitty border city.
17) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
Fucking plenty.
18) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
Rodney Dangerfield (first and foremost, the god of self-deprecating comedy. The king has fallen, and the people weep.), Spike Spiegel (gun/smirk toting space cowboy from Cowboy Bebop), James Doohan (Scotty, Star Trek), Saul Bellow(Nobel Prize winning author), Johnnie Cochran (Amazing!lawyer. Single handedly got OJ Simpson off of murder charges), Arthur Miller (playwright), Johnny Carson (Father of late night comedic talk shows), Wolfwood (gun/cross toting Trigun preacher *from the dark church*), Rosa Parks (civil rights activist), John Mills (veteran British actor), but their spirits live on. Oh, how my heroes must fall... WHAT?!? Richard Pryer (dark comedian who showed us that life isn't all just laughable, it kind of hurts to look at too.) just died TOO?!? Oh yeah, the pope died too... I guess that that is kind of abnormal, because I thought he was invincible. I mean, he has been pope since I was born! Now we have Pope Eggs-Benedict.
19) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
God yes...
20) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Geeze... Domino?
21) What was your favorite song from 2005?
The Future Freaks Me Out - Mcs.
22) What was your favorite record from 2005?
I dunno... Commit This to Memory - Mcs.
23) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
I don't know, but take Carla's list, and add another Streetlight Manifesto. That's right, I phrased it like that on purpose.
24) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Defineatly Ska's Dead. Streetlight Manifesto, you rock my socks off!
25) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
lol, maybe... what is alot? Is ditching second hour to down some unnamed shots, then taking shots from a cheerleaders "waterbottle" considered alot?
28) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Fuck shame. I have had regrets, but I am ashamed of nothing.
29) What was the worst lie SOMEONE TOLD YOU in 2005?
That they loved me.
30) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
No different than usual... maybe I only harassed those who deserved it this year.
31) Did anyone treat you badly in 2005?
This guy, in Kansas, decided to make my stay there a little less enjoyable... Didn't exactly work though. Yep, all people from Colorado are assholes, and I do like my hair like this.
32) How much money did you spend in 2005?
Not too much, just THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS in Kansas... IN A WEEK.
33) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
When I was named the Editor-in-Chief of the school's yearbook.
34) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
Dating Jenna... lol, that was really mean to say, wasn't it.
35) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 what would it be.
I think the first day it snowed big in Colo. It was perfect. the town was lonely, empty, but the lights were still on. It was my town, and the only thing it needed was Ophelia; since she wasn't there, though, I have to go with this time in her shed where I had my shirt off for the first time.
36) What are your plans for 2006?
Living more... not letting things bog me down... proving my parents wrong.