My Chemical Romance(s)

[lifeisfaceless]

Well, today was interesting. Yet another testament to why I don't like birthdays that much. Don't get me wrong, lunch with Kim, Matt, Warren, Alicia and Niki was great. I loved it, even if I wasn't hungry, it was about seeing the people that I care about, and seeing that they have a good time. I don't like celebrating my birthday, but I want other people to have fun. Just another day. The part that wasn't kosher was when I went to see Sin City, which by the way was one of the most fantastic movies I've seen in a LONG time (I've never seen more beautiful blue eyes in my life, especially on a hooker). Frank Miller is truely a genious. Anyways, Jana took me, she put a move on me, I turned her down, she got upset, there were tears on her part, and the sudden urge for a quick and painful death on mine. We ended the night with me telling her that nothing would ever happen between us again. I don't love her. I don't want her loving me. I don't want her hurting over me. I don't want any of that.

I'm okay, trust me...

So much for porn shops and cigars...