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For the second night in a row, I have had these bad dreams... The dreams that I wake up crying from... I want them to stop... They hurt so bad... And they keep on coming... It is slowly killing me... They all have one thing in common... Tiana is in them... I miss her so much... How is it that after all that has happened, I still feel the exact same way about her as I did when we first got together? I am usually able to drop someone who has done this to me, but her... It seems the more she messes with me, the stronger my feelings are for her. In the dreams, I confess my feelings, but she laughs and then ignores me... And it hurts... And the dreams are so real...
I think I might have skin cancer... Honestly... There is a big brown spot on my arm, it wasn't there a week ago, and its not a burn, or a scar... It is just there... This isn't a joke, I am truly worried about this... I'm scheduling an appointment with a doctor as soon as I can... This is just what I need. On top of all the other crap that is going on in my life right now, I might have cancer. Fucking wonderful.
I think I might have skin cancer... Honestly... There is a big brown spot on my arm, it wasn't there a week ago, and its not a burn, or a scar... It is just there... This isn't a joke, I am truly worried about this... I'm scheduling an appointment with a doctor as soon as I can... This is just what I need. On top of all the other crap that is going on in my life right now, I might have cancer. Fucking wonderful.