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Well, just got home from work... It was pretty fun actually... I got to clear out the bakery, that is take all the things that expired tomorrow and shoot them with a laser. Publix is so high tech about throwing away assorted pasteries... I'm amazed... My friend Jenn who works in the office made me a new nametag that says "Jenn's Protege'". It's so great, we have been joking about that for weeks. She gave me some of this powdered Tylenol stuff for my headache. It looked like cocaine... But you suck it out of wax paper and swallow it with water. It's the most disgusting thing I've ever tasted in my life... My friends in the break room all got good laughs out of watching me take it though. It was either the powder or midol... I don't plan on taking midol anytime soon... Maybe when I hit my first period... Or possibly menopause... But we'll see...
I'm not sure what's what anymore... I've been depressed the past few days, but I'm not trying to show it... I let it slip today at lunch... But I really tried to hide it... I don't know what's wrong... Something just doesn't feel right... I have every reason to be happy... But I'm not... I wish there was nothing but happiness and joy and bliss... But there can't be. I'm sick of certain people, but I love others so much... I wish I could just tell some of these people to their faces "I'm fucking sick and tired of your shit, and really don't care to hear it anymore, so back off". Of course I won't do that... But I'm considering it...
Another thing... I love Tiana... If anything comes between her and I... Let's just say we will all see me in a shade of pissed that has never been shown before... I will always love her, and I'm not afraid to protect our relationship, whether it be people talking bad about us, or people trying to seperate us...
I love you Tiana.
I'm not sure what's what anymore... I've been depressed the past few days, but I'm not trying to show it... I let it slip today at lunch... But I really tried to hide it... I don't know what's wrong... Something just doesn't feel right... I have every reason to be happy... But I'm not... I wish there was nothing but happiness and joy and bliss... But there can't be. I'm sick of certain people, but I love others so much... I wish I could just tell some of these people to their faces "I'm fucking sick and tired of your shit, and really don't care to hear it anymore, so back off". Of course I won't do that... But I'm considering it...
Another thing... I love Tiana... If anything comes between her and I... Let's just say we will all see me in a shade of pissed that has never been shown before... I will always love her, and I'm not afraid to protect our relationship, whether it be people talking bad about us, or people trying to seperate us...
I love you Tiana.