i play the skinny indie white boy blues in scuffed up military style shoes
...im a convenience store connoisseur on a broken shoe-string budget tour
so i dont post a lot. i forget the last thing i said so i wont try and tell you what ive been doing. thank god it was a snowday. i would have cried if it wasnt. i hung out with hannah and drank lots of coffee and did everything that goes along with that. when i came home it was lovely because my family and i listened to the chieftains and i knit and i loved this holiday and it wasnt dysfunctional. however after dinner it quickly turned dysfunctional and now im in the stage of hating them. the true feelings lie somewhere in the middle.
im jealous of everyone thats getting drunk right now. more for the fact that know theyre all in a position to have more fun than me...and less the fact that they are inebriated. i think...at least, thats what im telling myself. so far, my favorite holiday has been a disappointment...but we dont really celebrate until saturday so my people's holiday has another change to redeem itself.
i feel the need to explain something. well, not the need, the desire i suppose. Im not connected with much anymore. i dont really see people in this town that much. i either go to portland, or brunswick, or massachusettes, or washington, or...home usually. i like people here, i just feel very far away from things that used to matter a lot. maybe its because school has taken a backseat to...everything. march has turned me into a zombie. but the kind of zobie that still has fun and enjoys life. so maybe not a zombie as much...a person who looks at the world more objectively. i like it though. im learning to embrace the new holden caulfield in me. *sidetrack* i think if holden live in current times he would smoke a lot of pot. he just seems like the type. im going to do more reading as soon as...i start. haha. *end of sidetrack* alicia said she was "concerned about me" to someone. i hardly think theres anything to be concerned about. im better than i used to be i think, if ive even "changed" that much, which im inclined to think i havnt really (when the bigger picture is considered)
oh...i re-bonded with liz this weekend and it was great. ill do that with nick soon i hope. and will. we need some re-bonding hardcore. and...umm. i liked talking today over blackberry sage tea to nancy at colettes cup and hannah about my (our) future. and im ready to travel for real this time. i think im going to go get on that...loveyouallmuch.
these are from this saturday. mostly of liz. some are not from this saturday, and are completely random.
and its also not complete without the wise words of wilco:
last cigarette
is all you can get...
turning your orbit around.
so i dont post a lot. i forget the last thing i said so i wont try and tell you what ive been doing. thank god it was a snowday. i would have cried if it wasnt. i hung out with hannah and drank lots of coffee and did everything that goes along with that. when i came home it was lovely because my family and i listened to the chieftains and i knit and i loved this holiday and it wasnt dysfunctional. however after dinner it quickly turned dysfunctional and now im in the stage of hating them. the true feelings lie somewhere in the middle.
im jealous of everyone thats getting drunk right now. more for the fact that know theyre all in a position to have more fun than me...and less the fact that they are inebriated. i think...at least, thats what im telling myself. so far, my favorite holiday has been a disappointment...but we dont really celebrate until saturday so my people's holiday has another change to redeem itself.
i feel the need to explain something. well, not the need, the desire i suppose. Im not connected with much anymore. i dont really see people in this town that much. i either go to portland, or brunswick, or massachusettes, or washington, or...home usually. i like people here, i just feel very far away from things that used to matter a lot. maybe its because school has taken a backseat to...everything. march has turned me into a zombie. but the kind of zobie that still has fun and enjoys life. so maybe not a zombie as much...a person who looks at the world more objectively. i like it though. im learning to embrace the new holden caulfield in me. *sidetrack* i think if holden live in current times he would smoke a lot of pot. he just seems like the type. im going to do more reading as soon as...i start. haha. *end of sidetrack* alicia said she was "concerned about me" to someone. i hardly think theres anything to be concerned about. im better than i used to be i think, if ive even "changed" that much, which im inclined to think i havnt really (when the bigger picture is considered)
oh...i re-bonded with liz this weekend and it was great. ill do that with nick soon i hope. and will. we need some re-bonding hardcore. and...umm. i liked talking today over blackberry sage tea to nancy at colettes cup and hannah about my (our) future. and im ready to travel for real this time. i think im going to go get on that...loveyouallmuch.
these are from this saturday. mostly of liz. some are not from this saturday, and are completely random.
and its also not complete without the wise words of wilco:
last cigarette
is all you can get...
turning your orbit around.