Tomorrow...tomorrow...I love ya tomorrow...you're only a day away...
Tomorrow, the day of judgement...I get my lisence...if I pass of course. Ryan also has a baseball game heh! I might be able to swing by for the last part of it by myself! My mom prolly won't let me though. Bummer. Ryan doesn't want me coming to his baseball games, but I soo am! I mean if he plays bad does he think I'm gonna care? lol. I mean Molly and I both know that I'm def. not there for the baseball! J/k! hehe! Yea, but schools starting to close down, tomorrow I have a Smores lab in chem *woot woot* so that should be fun. Odd days still suck cause of spanish class, cause I HATE that class lately, but oh well, I just day dream and then I think about good things, or a good person should I say and it makes it soo much better. Oh yea, random note, Sat. night Ryan finally kissed me! Well it was kinda a joint effort I guess, but it's about dang time. I don't mean he kissed me kissed me or anything, but it was sweet. I think he's scared of me lol. Next time I'm gonna make him do it right, none of this millisecond crap. I want a good 2-5 second one. lol. Great now that he kissed me I'm thinking about him in those 2 second gaps when he's not on my mind. So yea, efy is in 28 days, and I can't wait. last year it was so spiritual. The only problem is I migth get really depressed when I get home again, cause last year it was such a shock to even come home and hear my step-dad yell and cuss. It's soo different at efy, it's like a week away from anything else where u can just have fun and concentrate of what's really important. I dunno how I'm gonna go a week without talkin to Ryan though. I might sneak my cell phone to efy lol. Anywho, so yea steph, it was good to chill with you, and u got to meet ryan again, and meet viron-mike and zoo boy justin. Much love to everyone ;) Erica