Yea...Late night blogage.
So this whole "Aaron being black thing and my dad disapproving" thing is really bugging me.
I can't stop thinking about.
A lot of friends have given me helpfull advice though.
Papa Bear Bill "Beefy" told me to use the Jesus card and say that He loves everyone of every race equally and if that didn't work out to just say, "Dad, I'm really happy right now and I'd appreciate it if you could be happy for me also."
But I don't know how he'd react to that.
Jenny and Darren [a very happy interracial couple of friends of mine] told me to give it time and if we really love each other and stick together, that everything will work out for the best.
And I really believe that.
They had to go through shit too to be together because of their parents.
And it always seems like that the black parents don't have a problem with it and it's always the white parents.
That's one of the main reasons I hate living in the South.
Everything is close minded and everyone thinks the same.
Well, most of the adults anyway.
And parents barely even care about if their children are happy.
They just don't want to look bad.
And that's really selfish.
I'm not going to be like that if I have kids. [which I hopefully wont]
Or at least I'll try my hardest not to be.
But also, Mallory says that my dad will prbably find out sooner or later...
But I really forgot what she said. :[
They all run together for the most part.
The important thing is is that Aaron and I have talked about it and he said no matter what happens, he's going to stay with me.
Through thick and thin and all the hard times.
And I feel the same way.
Have you ever loved someone so much, that by just the thought of them makes you so happy that you cry?
Well...I've been doing that some lately.
And it'salso build up from barely getting to see him, this dad bullshit, and just ther things.
He's so great. I can't stand being away from him.
Why can't my parents just let me be happy?
Does anyone have any advice on what I should do?
I really need all I can get. :[
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Love,
Cheyenne Murderface.<3
I can't stop thinking about.
A lot of friends have given me helpfull advice though.
Papa Bear Bill "Beefy" told me to use the Jesus card and say that He loves everyone of every race equally and if that didn't work out to just say, "Dad, I'm really happy right now and I'd appreciate it if you could be happy for me also."
But I don't know how he'd react to that.
Jenny and Darren [a very happy interracial couple of friends of mine] told me to give it time and if we really love each other and stick together, that everything will work out for the best.
And I really believe that.
They had to go through shit too to be together because of their parents.
And it always seems like that the black parents don't have a problem with it and it's always the white parents.
That's one of the main reasons I hate living in the South.
Everything is close minded and everyone thinks the same.
Well, most of the adults anyway.
And parents barely even care about if their children are happy.
They just don't want to look bad.
And that's really selfish.
I'm not going to be like that if I have kids. [which I hopefully wont]
Or at least I'll try my hardest not to be.
But also, Mallory says that my dad will prbably find out sooner or later...
But I really forgot what she said. :[
They all run together for the most part.
The important thing is is that Aaron and I have talked about it and he said no matter what happens, he's going to stay with me.
Through thick and thin and all the hard times.
And I feel the same way.
Have you ever loved someone so much, that by just the thought of them makes you so happy that you cry?
Well...I've been doing that some lately.
And it'salso build up from barely getting to see him, this dad bullshit, and just ther things.
He's so great. I can't stand being away from him.
Why can't my parents just let me be happy?
Does anyone have any advice on what I should do?
I really need all I can get. :[
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Love,
Cheyenne Murderface.<3