Apr 10, 2005 20:35
So I've come to the realization that I've wasted my time doing stupid shit in high school that has gotten me absolutely no where. Theres so much I regret to say the least. I've missed out on half the stuff i could have done and accomplished. Too bad that its too late.
So ya...I*ve verbally commited to UCSC to play volleyball. I*m happy to go there, but I am sad that I don't but could have had a way better option. I*m almost wondering if i should just stay here, go to a JC, and get my life back on track. P.S. USC and UCSD can kiss my ass :)
I just don't know about anything anymore. I don't understand why some people who are stupid losers get everything, and others get nothing. I don't understand why people get b/fs or g/fs and suddenly turn evil.
This world is seriously fucked up and maybe starting over is the best thing to do.
El fin.