i'm in a pickle, not literaly of course
all girls can die and go to hell.
you make me lose sleep at night.
do any of you have an inkling of
what love is?
do you think you just wake up and
say today i think i'll be in love?
to hell with all of you.
(except lauren if she reads this,
your a good kid)
you make me lose sleep at night.
do any of you have an inkling of
what love is?
do you think you just wake up and
say today i think i'll be in love?
to hell with all of you.
(except lauren if she reads this,
your a good kid)
Again, you are correct. I have screwed over my fair share of girls and broke a few hearts, and down the road I'll probaly break a few more. I used to justify what I did by suggesting the joy I gave those girls in the brief period of time I was in their lives would make all the pain worth it. Now, I realize I was just a tremendous asshole and I deserve every heartbreak that comes my way.
You tirade was brutally honest, but I don't think you got the essence of that entry. And of all the people to get the "leading on" lecture from, you're not exactly the epitome of an innocent school girl. "Those who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones."
I'm losing sleep because this girl believes she loves me; where as I believe she has no concept of love. I really do care about her and while your, "Matt, you're just a player." logic might be applicable in MANY other situations, for once I've done everything right by this girl. I've stopped talk to other girls just because for once I wanted to know how it felt to have only one person that I couldn't wait to see or talk to every night.
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