somethings wrong inside my mind so afraid and all alone....
wow how come happiness only last like 3 days for me its dumb mayb i have a chemical unbalance in my mind or something . today i found a new feeling it a werid one it make me feel like throwing up even though i have not ate anything and i went to the gym to burn off food that was not there and i made some mac and cheese and i cant even eat that this something wrong i think i am depressed i really do my freinds just went on pill for it and it seems to work i want some pill that make u happy for more then 3 days i mean yesturday journal update was about greenday and how happy i was what the hell happen i think i really miss greenday can i mess a concert do of coure u can't thats dumb i am a silly girl for thinking that anyway i have to go to my last day of work bye till next day
halloween is tomorrwo i hope i feel better i dont want to feel like this on halloween
I'm losing my sight in the candles I light
in your memory.
Watching the glow and watching it fade away.
halloween is tomorrwo i hope i feel better i dont want to feel like this on halloween
I'm losing my sight in the candles I light
in your memory.
Watching the glow and watching it fade away.