i saw the rain in slow motion
i'm going to get in trouble soon for playing my music too loud. oh well. i feel good, just tired. can you believe i wore my contacts the whole day today. instead of going downtown in the morning, as planned, tin and i ended up going to UTM to work out. i was going to get a day pass, but it turns out i'm already enrolled as a student and didn't have to pay. honestly, that lifted my mood knowing how close i am to desired normality again. i also think i'm beginning to pick up some healthy distractions. working out releases so much unecessary stress. i just think it's sad how i have had a gym membership that i've been paying, and don't go to that one, but i go to the 'technically' free one. today turned out to be an interesting day. i was called in early for work, and catered for a group for like 20 minutes, and finished tearing down the patio by 6. was hoping to go home early, but ended up prepping hundreds of things (literally), for the group tomorrow. so, yeah, i saw the rain in slow motion, it was very surreal (to me). around 9 ish, when i went outside to go to the catering shed, it was just starting to rain. i thought it was snowing, but i think it was just the lighting. it looked like a sheet of single drops coming down. i was so tired, maybe i was just seeing things. talked to mike and alvin in the prep room for a good 20 minutes. makes me miss goetz, i really don't want to have nostalgic feelings about goetz. i didn't like high school, but, there are things i can't help but miss. like the empty photography hallway, or the auto class corner, and marketing class. the things that made good memories.
it's so weird how much some things have changed, and how other things haven't. it's june this sunday. insane. i'm so excited for the next two weeks. even though i got the death cab show off of work, it's smack in the middle of a closing shift and opening shift. i think it'll be fine. because i'm really most excited for june 9 !! i sound like a nerd for wanting to go to school so badly, and i'll probably be complaining about homework and exams and stuff in a few months. how fucking exciting is that? i'm sort of being serious. it just feels right. and i may soon be getting a new job. if i'm lucky. there's so many reasons to be happy right now.
oh, i'm celebrating the summer solstice ! get at me.
it's so weird how much some things have changed, and how other things haven't. it's june this sunday. insane. i'm so excited for the next two weeks. even though i got the death cab show off of work, it's smack in the middle of a closing shift and opening shift. i think it'll be fine. because i'm really most excited for june 9 !! i sound like a nerd for wanting to go to school so badly, and i'll probably be complaining about homework and exams and stuff in a few months. how fucking exciting is that? i'm sort of being serious. it just feels right. and i may soon be getting a new job. if i'm lucky. there's so many reasons to be happy right now.
oh, i'm celebrating the summer solstice ! get at me.