i want out
it's hard to sleep at night
because of what i think about
and i just want out of my thoughts
so i've gotten back into the habit of reading
and maybe everything will makes sense again
this winter weather is so depressing
and i definitely miss loads of people that i haven't seen in a long time
work is work and i don't know when there will be a big enough break to catch up
but as exhausted as i always tend to be...
i'm excited for the upcoming events (minus) march break
i should really use the time i have at night to sleep
but for the past two nights i've been planning my alone trip to italy
that i am not allowed to go on
but we'll see
because i want to experience magic and i will find it in Europe
and so this will be the last public entry for a while.
most likely until i snap out of this funky mood and it is summer.
until then,
if you find yourself missing my ambiguous entries (doubtful),
just listen to my inspiration [the postal service&smashing pumpkins]
and maybe you'll get what i mean
i'll try to come back happier