Oi vey
I am soooooooooooooooo freaking condused right now..I don't even know what I should do with myself anymore. It's like friday I was standing on solid ground and now, it being monday, I'm floating through god knows what god knows where. God, I'm really just a wreck right now. I think I know what I should do, but if I do it, I could wind up in the same trap I've been stuck in for the last 2 and 1/2 years. Life is this huge frickin' mase type thing where the only time I don't have to deal with emotional or mental flack is when I'm asleep. I have literally no free time, and my life is just...arrghh I can't even put into words what emotion this is.. I'll try...Happy, sick, depressed, confused, lost at sea, sleepy, nauseous, backwards, stupid, fickle, curious, and yeah, I think that's it.. but I just can't think straight anymore right now. GOD WHY DID I MEET HIM OF ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE PLANET?!??!?!?