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I've decided that I can do more.
Not only in the spiritual realm but for myself.
and others.
the moment I tell myself "I will give no more," I should worry.
I feel like soon enough people will move on and leave me behind.
or I will leave people behind.
one or the other-I'm not sure.
Things have been a roller coaster already,
but when was life suppose to be a smooth ride?
Honestly I'm thrilled to start filling my cup up again.
being dry is not a good place to be in.
sometimes I wish people would see how beautiful they are without even trying.
like when girls just wair jeans and a sweat shirt. and boys decide not to shave for a couple of days.
I wish people could see themselves before they decide to be vulnerable.
because once you are it seems so hard to take it back.
I keep asking myself, whats next? whats next? whats next?
Not only in the spiritual realm but for myself.
and others.
the moment I tell myself "I will give no more," I should worry.
I feel like soon enough people will move on and leave me behind.
or I will leave people behind.
one or the other-I'm not sure.
Things have been a roller coaster already,
but when was life suppose to be a smooth ride?
Honestly I'm thrilled to start filling my cup up again.
being dry is not a good place to be in.
sometimes I wish people would see how beautiful they are without even trying.
like when girls just wair jeans and a sweat shirt. and boys decide not to shave for a couple of days.
I wish people could see themselves before they decide to be vulnerable.
because once you are it seems so hard to take it back.
I keep asking myself, whats next? whats next? whats next?