I don't even know where to begin!
Who even reads this anymore? haha.
I've definitely been stressing lately, just for a number of things.
-School is beginning soon. So much pressure to finish with good grades, it's ridiculous.
-My health is always in the back of my mind. I'm doing okay, but it just worries me...un-necessary stress I don't need.
-Boys. HAH. There's too many...who give me headaches.
Joe...who the fuck knows what is going on with him. We're very flirty, but I feel like he's blowing me off lately. I'm not going to talk to him for a while..maybe things will play out then.
Brendan...always in the back of my mind, even when dating Stephen. He's always just been an awesome friend, until we lost the friendship when Stephen made me stop talking to him. I'm so glad we're talking again, and there's definitely interest there.
Zack...I met him a few weeks ago, and he's a total sweetheart, but I feel like he might just be trying to get in my pants..not happening, not cool.
Another Joe...we get along SO well, he's really awesome and totally not afraid to be himself when we talk. I can't really tell what he's looking for though, but again, so far, I'm interested.
Brad...oh jeez. I haven't seen him since August 2005. We just started talking again recently, and I've missed talking to him a lot. He can always make me smile, and he really wants to see me again. The only problem is the distance...we're 5 hours away from each other.
This sounds like a 13 year olds blog..I know. I'm newly single, and like to explore my options! I just don't like having such mixed emotions, it's extremely overwhelming.
New Mexico really can't come soon enough. 10 days. yay!
Last time we went, we had a great time. Even then, I was having boy troubles..haha. I was into Peter at the time, and definitely tried to talk to him as much as crappy New Mexico reception would allow. Obviously, nothing happened. But what can ya do? Kinda sad we don't talk anymore..he was always awesome to talk to. Nothing I can do about it though...sent him a message on FB asking if we could start talking again, he never responded. So I suppose that's that!
I really need a different job. Definitely don't want to get into details with it, but my job is going to be the death of me. Le sigh.
I'm pretty sure that's all for now.
<3
I've definitely been stressing lately, just for a number of things.
-School is beginning soon. So much pressure to finish with good grades, it's ridiculous.
-My health is always in the back of my mind. I'm doing okay, but it just worries me...un-necessary stress I don't need.
-Boys. HAH. There's too many...who give me headaches.
Joe...who the fuck knows what is going on with him. We're very flirty, but I feel like he's blowing me off lately. I'm not going to talk to him for a while..maybe things will play out then.
Brendan...always in the back of my mind, even when dating Stephen. He's always just been an awesome friend, until we lost the friendship when Stephen made me stop talking to him. I'm so glad we're talking again, and there's definitely interest there.
Zack...I met him a few weeks ago, and he's a total sweetheart, but I feel like he might just be trying to get in my pants..not happening, not cool.
Another Joe...we get along SO well, he's really awesome and totally not afraid to be himself when we talk. I can't really tell what he's looking for though, but again, so far, I'm interested.
Brad...oh jeez. I haven't seen him since August 2005. We just started talking again recently, and I've missed talking to him a lot. He can always make me smile, and he really wants to see me again. The only problem is the distance...we're 5 hours away from each other.
This sounds like a 13 year olds blog..I know. I'm newly single, and like to explore my options! I just don't like having such mixed emotions, it's extremely overwhelming.
New Mexico really can't come soon enough. 10 days. yay!
Last time we went, we had a great time. Even then, I was having boy troubles..haha. I was into Peter at the time, and definitely tried to talk to him as much as crappy New Mexico reception would allow. Obviously, nothing happened. But what can ya do? Kinda sad we don't talk anymore..he was always awesome to talk to. Nothing I can do about it though...sent him a message on FB asking if we could start talking again, he never responded. So I suppose that's that!
I really need a different job. Definitely don't want to get into details with it, but my job is going to be the death of me. Le sigh.
I'm pretty sure that's all for now.
<3